No where to vent/talk to whatever except in this little space.
Same problem over and over, yet the pain is still the same. Why? I don’t know. This time its different, I am the bad guy. Yet, the pain is equally painful.
I am about to lose a friend, a bodyguard, someone who sees me as the world yet I don’t even have the courage to save him. How can I? When I can barely save myself?
It doesnt matter, I am dead in my own eyes anyway